The Show-Kenta

Good MV,good song to make me feel relax
love it.

Sometimes,Something

Sometimes,something changes so creepily without noticing around you
until we can't even manage to make a move
sometimes,it is benefit to you but sometimes it will be harmful
sometimes,we thought that we hate
but,after sometimes again,we just simply realise that what we hate was just a fool or a joke

something very unexpected happened to me just while ago,
did it happen to you?

this was the first time i get to go through this kind of stuff..
everybody knows about my cruel "post" right? (back-biting)
anyhow,i'm here to say sorry..
even though i knew it was a wrong one,but i still made it
that's what my mistake,sometimes.

but now,it was the past to me and to the person
something really unexpected,
i'm still friend of hers

first time did this without losing a friend
not going to do something pretending,
frankly,she is just so generous...
thought that we could have difficult situation after the post
but she get to put it down.
she accepted?or she will remember the evil of mine forever?

i really wish that she could accept and look into herself
it may be a help to her too

that's why i said,sometimes,something we judged doesn't make any sense
but,it did happened,
everything came to an end,
we are still friend

thank god.

Countdown

It's going to be hard days after today..
one more month to go
i'm sure that everybody is nervous to yr homeworks,revisons..and so on..
right?
by the way,me too
i'm one of us..
spm just driving me crazy
all those quarrels with my mummy also because spm

anyway
nightmare has begun
i mean to me,it has just begun from today onwards
i have made up my mind
i'mma gonna make something responsible to myself
not to act like a child anymore,seriously

remind me,in case i forgotten~
haha you know lar...
i'm just a "kid"
haha

however,
nightmare means

1.switch off your handphones
2.stop blogging
3.stop facebook (it's actually no computer allowed)
4.no dating (at least,he is allowed to accompany me once a week,but just study)
5.no movies

sir/madam,
do you think i can make it?

is my determination still as strong as last time that i used to be?
c'mon
TRUST YOURSELF

emm...
i think i can make it (shaking..)

*whee whit*
that's what hong make me laugh so much
okay now,
hong got a big deal with me
he said if i am good in results,
i will be having secret prizes?cash?or delicious food?
haha
what do you think i will choose?

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i chose through lucky draw..
hahaha

happy to have him..
first time people tell me i can have prizes if i have good results
it's really the first time
my parents didn't do this to me before
cause they thought i am matured enough to gain my own future
but somehow,i still need that..hehe

so,hong make me feel that i needed the prizes so much
haha
it is actually a good power for me to fight for PRIZES and your PROPERTY
hahahaha
you promised..i can have your property...

thanks dear,i love you..*big kisses for you*



thanks for reading my post
all the best to you guys ya..
muakxx....

一段感情是需要两个人来维持的

不断的去争取
不断的去挽回
却一次又一次的失望了
说过要放弃
可是,我怎么放不下手?
你怎会慢慢成为我心里重要的人物?

曾经向你埋怨过
但你没有给我回复
你连看我都没有

以为真的就这样失去你了
可是每次的这个时候
你晚上都会拨电给我
然后
骂我怎么会乱乱想?
其实,我还真的很喜欢你这样骂我

至少我以为的
还不是个事实

你说
你很疼我
所以我每次都会用这个来安慰自己

结果你让我感觉的
不是如此

你的关心,我看不到
为什么不让我看到呢?

我们非要为了他搞到这样吗??

我曾经说过,
我们能不能回到从前?

我想念
从前很疼我的你~

Unexpected

Many things had happened for the past few days..
many things that happened was unexpected
like tomorrow..it will be an extra holiday
although it does release my little pressure..
but side pressure is still here
i have lost somebody because of somebody
how can i make decision where both of them are also important to me?
why do i have to make this type of decision every time huh?
am i deserve to it?

i used to swear to myself that don't choose anybody when it comes to a choose
but then,the pain..
returned to me yesterday
i just get to know
i'm still like the past
everything comes out from my lips still cannot be done
how useless i am

done nothing but with a thought only~ haiz