Please Step Away

Did you really love me?
Did you really treat me as something?
If you did, how come I never felt so?
I am not stupid, I am not either something smart.
I just always wanted you to look into my eyes, hold my hands in my sleep, tell me how much you love me and bring me far far away.
Unfortunately, you never made me feel any of it.
Maybe you did hold my hands, but it's in your sleep.
Maybe you'll say you love me, but it's me that forcing.
Time goes on...
Even you don't hold my hands anymore
Even you don't say you love me anymore
You started to shout at me.
It's ok. You have your temper. I have one too.
And then you started to throw bad words to me, in a really bad way.
I didn't know how long I can hold on.
Thousand of chances have been given, but you made no changes..
That's when a lady will walk away with disappointment.
Speaking of, your attitude was the most terrible one.
I don't know exposing your attitude is or not a bad one
Since you've been faking things out.
I think I'd rather do something sincere.
You owe me a debt.
You owe my housemate too.
And then you owe your close friends;
But you seem so rich to your other new friends.
Fetching people around, treating drinks around, but you couldn't afford to return the debt you owed.
What the heck?!
Please la, don't make me even felt so proud to leave you.
You just make me feel nasty that you even acted so pity that I dumbed you. I was the victim.
You should have paid back before you say you're pity.
What kind of guy are you?
Don't make me felt so bad that I even chosen you before.

I don't know whether you intend to influence my friends or not
But I can see a difference from my friends
I tell y'all here, it's been a disappointment that you're infected.
I felt sadness, but i even felt so lucky that I am aware my friends aren't true friends.
So, I will never ever put my efforts anymore.
If there's once, there will be twice.
Why should I suffer myself when i'm already wounds-surrounded?

Please, everyone, step away if you don't like me.