To My Dearest Laopo

tonight is just like that night you left me alone in heng ee
it was a sudden when you told me you are going to transfer
although i'm not really alone
but i have lost you
i can't really accept the reality
do you remember?
how sad was i ~



tonight,i cried so loudly in my dark and quite room, again.
just like that night..
i cried along the journey to my house
the moment you hug me
the moment you looked into my eyes
the moment you said good bye to me~

my nose started to be sour
my tears started to flow,along my both chicks
it just cant be paused
just as my voice~i shouted~
in my car,until i reached my house
it still remained.

the expression of yours is still in my mind,until today.
when my car drove away
you kept staring at me,just as me too.
i can feel the love inside
i can feel how much we felt inside
i can even feel that how much you are going to miss me

laopo,me too..i miss you so much



i remembered that night,i had my eyes swelled so seriously.

that night,
i cried because i was worrying of a day like today will happen
tonight,
i cried because it happened

though,nowadays i'm still not joining you guys in every function
i realised that we have different mind on objects
we have different topics
that makes me feel so far away



haiz
it's damn sad that me and you are not sticking to each other anymore
this day had come finally~


it's useless for me to cry, to beg, to wish how much more

you have left me.
but somehow, i won't forget the memories we used to share together.

i love you laopo.

i love you