Please Step Away

Did you really love me?
Did you really treat me as something?
If you did, how come I never felt so?
I am not stupid, I am not either something smart.
I just always wanted you to look into my eyes, hold my hands in my sleep, tell me how much you love me and bring me far far away.
Unfortunately, you never made me feel any of it.
Maybe you did hold my hands, but it's in your sleep.
Maybe you'll say you love me, but it's me that forcing.
Time goes on...
Even you don't hold my hands anymore
Even you don't say you love me anymore
You started to shout at me.
It's ok. You have your temper. I have one too.
And then you started to throw bad words to me, in a really bad way.
I didn't know how long I can hold on.
Thousand of chances have been given, but you made no changes..
That's when a lady will walk away with disappointment.
Speaking of, your attitude was the most terrible one.
I don't know exposing your attitude is or not a bad one
Since you've been faking things out.
I think I'd rather do something sincere.
You owe me a debt.
You owe my housemate too.
And then you owe your close friends;
But you seem so rich to your other new friends.
Fetching people around, treating drinks around, but you couldn't afford to return the debt you owed.
What the heck?!
Please la, don't make me even felt so proud to leave you.
You just make me feel nasty that you even acted so pity that I dumbed you. I was the victim.
You should have paid back before you say you're pity.
What kind of guy are you?
Don't make me felt so bad that I even chosen you before.

I don't know whether you intend to influence my friends or not
But I can see a difference from my friends
I tell y'all here, it's been a disappointment that you're infected.
I felt sadness, but i even felt so lucky that I am aware my friends aren't true friends.
So, I will never ever put my efforts anymore.
If there's once, there will be twice.
Why should I suffer myself when i'm already wounds-surrounded?

Please, everyone, step away if you don't like me.

It's Tough

Nobody ever admitted life isn't tough.

Nobody ever gonna said they are happy all the time.

There's gonna be some ups and downs.

So much you have to sacrifice when you're growing up.

That's how we learn to be tough.

I never said I am tough.

Even the hardest rock can be smashed into dusts.

Even diamond can be carved into shapes.

We human, are flexible.

We shape into shapes, we live even we're dusts.

We cry, we get angry;

We smile, we get guilty.

So many of emoticons can a human shows.

So many a human has to go through.

Sometimes, I get so disappointed.

And I'll just let go.

Apart from gossips, apart from rumours.

There always a chance, to cheer you up.

Let time be the doctor.

Burn away all the bad cancers.

Who says you cannot live alone?

Who says you need people's help?

Who says you'll die if people never given you food?

Crap!

I can find food by myself!

Always treat people's help as an extra

Not a need.

When you does, you won't feel anything when you lose an extra hand.

If not, you'll suffer when you have left one-handed.

True?

However, I just hope everything would get better, real soon.