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Wednesday, October 12, 2011

I FAILED


I am so going to remember this result FOREVER.
I seriously damaged inside when I saw this stupid sheet of result.
Never failed before
This is the first time in my lifetime on the first semester of my degree
I feel so ashame right now
But nothing's gonna change the fact that I failed

I was not going to accept the reality before I view my result from portal.
Acted like a total freak
Avoiding from UTAR website
Purpose : Hope for something good

Yes, you can say that I actually estimated failure
No, I still hope for the good side, maybe something that surprise me

But, in the end, I failed.
I stunned in front of my computer for 10mins ++
I barely move
Just keep my eyes on the computer screen
Crazily hoping for it to change

It doesn't
It remained the same during that 10mins
And it's clearly a fact that even how much I wouldn't want to know

What am I gonna do right now?
For the first time I've ever failed any subjects
I really don't know what I should do right now
Feels hurt deep down in my heart
Feels guilty, too.

I should have done better !
I shouldn't have taken this kind of result where no A+ appears

Wonder when will I actually realize I've been gone for so long
I've changed
No longer that secondary one
Craving for As

Instead, I am hoping for a C
I mean, what's wrong with me !
What have gone to my mind?
Have I gone insane?
The result is my future man

You don't really have much money to fail like this
You can't afford the failure
Never !

How is your mother going to pay an extra RM1600++ for you to repeat your mistake?
Think seriously,
You've been acted so richy since you've gone to uni
That's all?
Are you really a rich one?
Haiz

What am I gonna do?
*STUNNED AGAIN*

PLAN YOUR SCHEDULE !
YOU IDIOT !

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