It's all different now.

For a long time, I didn't write anything here anymore.

Last time, I used to influenced by someone to keep me writing something to this boring space.
Now, it's all different.

How come I didn't blog anymore?

Because the person has left me so far away now.

She's no longer belong to me. I mean, we're not caring neither concern about each other anymore.

Sometimes, I do view her profile from facebook, try to catch up about her stories.

But, today, this time, DIFFERENT.

I saw her with her new friend, so sweet together, like we used to be before.

I feel like, some sort of jealous perhaps.

I feel hatred. uhm, a little only, i guess.

Perhaps, I just feel so far from you and I seriously miss those ancient times together with you. =(

I wanted to be part of your life, you know?

Smiling together in the little picture even though it is blurred or whatever.

But, it seems to be never anymore...

We have lesser and lesser thing to chat about ever since you tranferred. I think I've talk about this so many times before.

And now, after a year, we're finally, completely, overally, apart from each other.

You, finally move on your way, and me, to mine.

No more copy homeworks together, no more steamboat in a hotel, no more pillow talks and in fact, no more pictures smiling together.
It's a great loss, for me.

I guess, you have the same feel like mine, but you've seemed like taken well care about the situation change.

At first, I really thought nothing after I came to this whole sucks kampung.

I thought I could really stop my mind to think further.

And I know I should accept the reality that things change, people change, too.

But, Duh ! Sux!

I'll stop here. For all.

To my beloved laopo, for the last time I called.

First Presentation at UTAR

It's been a very tough day for me during the previous week.

Finally, first sem coming to an end.

I can go back soon.

Though, it means that,

many presentation and assignment due date has come too.

Oh God.

How come days in uni are not like what I expected before?

So tiring, so unexpectable.

Well,

this is not the time for me to grumble about.

To have some momories about my first and silly presentation.

This was how I wore that day.

We did feel extremely nervous that day.

Cause we were the first group to present.

Oh No!

I didn't even seen anybody present before.

Presentation? like how?

And yet,

it was five days before our presentation, only we were noticed that we are the 1st group!

Definitely OMG!

How come?

Five days??

How are we going to make it through??

>.<

Just feel like wanna cry out loud.

Cause I have booked the bus ticket to go back penang.

Means, I left only 2 days for the slides and scripts!

Curious about how we did that?

We, means Ka Ying and me.

We burned midnight oil.

I think, till 3am.

If you know me well,

then you will know that, i'm not good at burning those oil.

Damn, those oil is torturing me okay?

So, this is what i'mma gonna do.

My mind popped out with an idea.

"Aiya, finish it by tomorrow lah. Or maybe, I sleep first, then later wake up earlier?"

Many many maybeS to console myself.

To make myself feel no guilt. Haha.

Are you thinking the right thing on me?

Lucky for a thousand times.

We did really great.

Mr Bala praised us, and me! haha

Thanks to my groupmate too.

Especially Ka Ying,

she made our slides more interesting with the ewww~ horrible video.

haha.

I damn like it, though.

See my belt? senget jor~

haha.......

Too nervous, I think.

Anyhow, gotta prepare for the next economy presentation again.

Best wishes for me, Ariel.

True Friends Ain't Gonna Leave You.

Just after I left penang, and live in kampar,

my life had made a great changes after then.

I met new friends,

but none of them can really compared to my old friends.

Then now,

I realised, how much I love my old friends.

It was like, you met new things, but old things is still better.

Frankly,

I used to disagree my THESE fav friends will be my true friends,

except my laopo.

Sorry to say that girls.

Though, I thought that before

where it was a stupid thought
but things ain't gonna agree about it

even me, by now.

It was definitely a false thinking.

I always knew that,

peoples will grow up as they face more things.

just like the adults

and me, same thing,

been through lifes with apart, although this is just a beginning.

I realised much about the importance of my TRUE FRIENDS.

The moment I started to miss RINAKO.

I knew that,

I'm not hating her for what she had done.

That was just a stupid claim by me, Ariel Ong.

which was childish.

But then, she is still a very kind person if we exclude the bad ones.

hahaha

at least, she wont count on everything,

especially MONEY.

Friends that related with MONEY isn't true friends at all.

This is why I came back.

I came back for 2 days for a meet up with THEM.

We went to queens for a meet up.

But I kinda disagree everytime we hang up we must have a movie.

Coz.

It just used up times to talk about

I mean, to communicate.

Though,

My little friends still like to do so.

So,

What ever lah.

Hey ching!

I ain't forget about you ok?

haha.

I'm sure you will be sad-ing when u read this.

feels like you're not included right?

BUT

no worries.

You're not in the picture.

but you are in my heart.

Remember this. Okay babe?

:Love: you~

First Post @ UTAR

It's been 3 weeks staying at utar.

I miss home, i always do.

Whenever I want to go home, there always been another thought.

It tells me, no.. you have to think about the expenses.

And, the most terrible is, you have to travel on a bus that has to use up 4 hours to reach your hometown.

Hmm.. staying here, it's like, i'm totally alone.

Except my laptop.

But times passed like flying away.

After school, after bath, the day is going to be the night.

I don't know whether is it a good one or bad one.

Today, imma gonna talk about friends.

I don't really trust in friends anymore, because of some.. *ahem* incident.

Anyway, I'm still trying to fix up everything.

By now, I have 2 close friends.

It's not something closed like I used to have.

But better than strange from everybody at the starting point.

By knowing a few of them, the colours of my life appears.

I'm not anymore going home after school with my laptop and then the next day school again.

I will just die in my room if I continue like this.

haha..

Let me introduce.

This is Cher Lynn.

She is a very cute, and kind-hearted girl.

I have long time lost this kind of girl, a girl that will always say, 'sorry'

haha..I will just smile whenever I think of her any expression.

You can just easily tell her,

"hey, don't go any nearer to that place, there is a bom!"

she will just give me a look like, "HUH?? where?? what happen? faster call the police!"

haha..Can you imagine what kind of girl is she?

She is absolutely CUTE!

At least... she wont count on something to make friend with you

she is not like the others...

Then, this is another of my friend, Michelle.

She looks fierce, i mean, strict.

Maybe that's because of she is kind of, lady like type..

She talks softly, walk slowly, act quietly.

She is not like Cher Lynn.

You tell her there is a bom, she will just walk away, and not going to have a peep on that place.

Haha..Intersting, though.

There, my school life.

Hope that there will be more for me to blog.

Fishes Party

Guess what?
Today was a Fish Party.
Which includes,
a mermaid,
a golden fish,
and,
a sardin fish.

Which actually are,
me, jing, and yu ding.

Long time didn't hang out within us already.
It was such a wonderful day.
I drove to queens by myself,
with just only my feeling to the road.
But then, congrats to myself.
I arrived in front queens safely without any scratches!

God bless me!
ha ha!
and then, poor sardin.
No buses waiting for her.
She missed 8 busesleh.
How pity she is...
The worst is, i don't know where her house located
So, can't go and fetch her.

Anyway, she arrived before 2pm.
After having meal at Chopper Board,
We then went to movie.
@ The Future X Cops @
Quite lame lor.
Ha ha

The storyline is not bad.
But the actors are like too mismatch to the movie, i think.

Soon,
The movie ends.
Golden fish was then running out of time.
She went back.
Though,
I went to have a little shop with Sardin.
But we had empty bags on our hands.

Again,
We left, too.

Hope that we can have another fish party again ya!
Happy to meet ya guys so so so muchy~

Confused

Recently, I am concerning about my life after this.
Can I make it?
Living by myself out there alone?

Well,
That's not the largest problem yet.
Cause, money is always the problem
So, guess why I am money face?
To save my future, man!
Trying to apply for scholarships everywhere
But, i was too late.
I missed both huge scholarships supplier.
Who asked me to be so lazy?
hmph..
I lost The Star Education and Bank Negara Malaysia's scholarships,
which I could actually get it so easily.

Though, I will be optimistic.
I'm trying for the others.
But, holy shit!
There are no others left!

Only, Hong Leong Bank.
the chances is even lesser.
cause i'm not the account holder of this bank.

Then,
I get to feel so hopeless.
I wish to study at Nottingham,
but none of the supporters.
So, somehow,
I still have to go back to UTAR.

Though, UTAR isn't that bad.
But I don't have my exact course there.
I need Finance & Accounting.
But, Utar only offers either Finance or Accounting.

What am I going to do?
There are lots of pros and cons,
Which I hate to solve.

So, I live the problems alone,
and start to work.
Hoping to get more money for my own living cost.

And now!
I get a job that is rm80 per day.
For just 4 days.
haha

Well,
I won't have to work so tired anymore.
and, I even get more earnings than that rm4.50 per hour-job.
HAHA

Hurr-ay.

Hello, This is Ariel

Hi everyone, especially yching, my candy ass
long time didn't see me blog-ing right?
What to say?
I have nothing to blog.
Everyday works, for the ancient time.
But now, i quit.
Cause, i wanted to enjoy life having fun everyday
being a worm at home, either.

Though,
That is really fun sitting at home
I only realized this, after i worked.
Everyday came back late at night,
Then the next day going back to the place.

If there are customerS
i would like to serve so much,
even though ended up with tired,
i would do for it, too.
But now, look what I have done working at Pacific Komtar?
Serving FLIES, only.
And, the salary is less.
RM4.50 per hour.
Haiz

I think that's the right thing ever for me to quit.
And now, i live like a WORM.
HAHAHAHA.

Well, seriously,
What I wanna announce is,
I am nearly going to be a MODEL.
But u know why can't?
Cause I doesn't live in KL!
Idiot.
That's all!

I am a AVATAR

hahaha
do i look alike with Neytiri?
haha
i'm actually her god sister... whoo hoo

i love my world so much
u better never ever destroyed it!!

haha

ENO again

Here comes to ENO hotel again
a place that i always think i can put myself into a gorgeous style
but somehow i'm still not in the age
so..this is my look
----->


i like this style
but on my heel part
it's kinda hard for me
haha cause,i havent used to the heels yet
christmas is coming soon
but then,this is a belated post..(2 weeks ago then)...
this is my brother
take a look at his hair?
it was my own haircut stle
i cut it for him
although he doesn't like it or appreciate
but i still feel so happy of the results haha




after some time-waiting behind the hotel
the buffet dinner is served..oops..not served..it was ready

[barbeque lambs,chicken and fishes were all in front of you,take all if you can!]

[DESSERTS-with various flavor and taste plus colour]

[SASHIMI-my favorite,but then there were too much until it filled in my stomach and burst]
[noob..]

[roasted turki and long sausagewith barbequed lamb]

gotta leave some space for the desserts right?
though,i couldn't eat much of these that time
it was full

[sago]

[chocolate]

[creamy cakes]

[WASHROOM-you know?girls like to capture here]

Lastly..happy BELATED x'mas~