i'm sure that anyone that is close to me and knows me well could probably understand my family's situation..
about my dad..
he is concerned as a bad guy..bad daddy and so on (everybody knows)
i always feel so sad about his attitude
however,
today i'm here not to talk about his dirty stuff
just because one single sentence of him
i was touched..
"Ariel ar..撑多一下子,爸爸就快有钱了,然后你们就可以不用那么辛苦了"
from this sentence
i can really feel many things inside
including the L.O.V.E which i always thought there is no need to talk about love with him
and C.A.R.I.N.G......
i never felt this from him before
maybe got,but that was long long time ago
and i can't even remember
meanwhile,mom added
"yea..she is always worrying that we have no money for her to continue her studies"
this moment,
dad stared into my eyes
i felt what he felt inside
his eyes looked so tired which brought out his age
he is no longer a strong daddy as what he used to be lasttime
and me..
i turn aside..
tears dropped silently without pausing
why i felt so pain inside my heart?
why daddy you love us but you cant show everything out?
why you wana make something hurt to us?
why couldn't we have a happy family like the others do?
you used to be wealthy enough to handle everything
we used to be free from worries
but how come you have turned us into difficulties where you can choose not to?
2 comments:
hmm... hmm... tis story so sad... make me cry... ariel, don be sad, strong man will accompany u! And now focus on ur spm, get the scholarship, so tat ur father would not be so hard. k?
haha..hey..thanks ya..
i didn't expexct you are the one that commented my post for me..
haha you really make yr promise,thanks ya..hehe
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