Confused

Recently, I am concerning about my life after this.
Can I make it?
Living by myself out there alone?

Well,
That's not the largest problem yet.
Cause, money is always the problem
So, guess why I am money face?
To save my future, man!
Trying to apply for scholarships everywhere
But, i was too late.
I missed both huge scholarships supplier.
Who asked me to be so lazy?
hmph..
I lost The Star Education and Bank Negara Malaysia's scholarships,
which I could actually get it so easily.

Though, I will be optimistic.
I'm trying for the others.
But, holy shit!
There are no others left!

Only, Hong Leong Bank.
the chances is even lesser.
cause i'm not the account holder of this bank.

Then,
I get to feel so hopeless.
I wish to study at Nottingham,
but none of the supporters.
So, somehow,
I still have to go back to UTAR.

Though, UTAR isn't that bad.
But I don't have my exact course there.
I need Finance & Accounting.
But, Utar only offers either Finance or Accounting.

What am I going to do?
There are lots of pros and cons,
Which I hate to solve.

So, I live the problems alone,
and start to work.
Hoping to get more money for my own living cost.

And now!
I get a job that is rm80 per day.
For just 4 days.
haha

Well,
I won't have to work so tired anymore.
and, I even get more earnings than that rm4.50 per hour-job.
HAHA

Hurr-ay.

Hello, This is Ariel

Hi everyone, especially yching, my candy ass
long time didn't see me blog-ing right?
What to say?
I have nothing to blog.
Everyday works, for the ancient time.
But now, i quit.
Cause, i wanted to enjoy life having fun everyday
being a worm at home, either.

Though,
That is really fun sitting at home
I only realized this, after i worked.
Everyday came back late at night,
Then the next day going back to the place.

If there are customerS
i would like to serve so much,
even though ended up with tired,
i would do for it, too.
But now, look what I have done working at Pacific Komtar?
Serving FLIES, only.
And, the salary is less.
RM4.50 per hour.
Haiz

I think that's the right thing ever for me to quit.
And now, i live like a WORM.
HAHAHAHA.

Well, seriously,
What I wanna announce is,
I am nearly going to be a MODEL.
But u know why can't?
Cause I doesn't live in KL!
Idiot.
That's all!

I am a AVATAR

hahaha
do i look alike with Neytiri?
haha
i'm actually her god sister... whoo hoo

i love my world so much
u better never ever destroyed it!!

haha

ENO again

Here comes to ENO hotel again
a place that i always think i can put myself into a gorgeous style
but somehow i'm still not in the age
so..this is my look
----->


i like this style
but on my heel part
it's kinda hard for me
haha cause,i havent used to the heels yet
christmas is coming soon
but then,this is a belated post..(2 weeks ago then)...
this is my brother
take a look at his hair?
it was my own haircut stle
i cut it for him
although he doesn't like it or appreciate
but i still feel so happy of the results haha




after some time-waiting behind the hotel
the buffet dinner is served..oops..not served..it was ready

[barbeque lambs,chicken and fishes were all in front of you,take all if you can!]

[DESSERTS-with various flavor and taste plus colour]

[SASHIMI-my favorite,but then there were too much until it filled in my stomach and burst]
[noob..]

[roasted turki and long sausagewith barbequed lamb]

gotta leave some space for the desserts right?
though,i couldn't eat much of these that time
it was full

[sago]

[chocolate]

[creamy cakes]

[WASHROOM-you know?girls like to capture here]

Lastly..happy BELATED x'mas~

Children Camp

first day to the camp at penang chinese girl kindergarten.

i followed my mom to botanical garden for morning walk
but i just get to accompany her to walk for one round
cause,i don wanna get sweat when i reach the camp site.
so i sat beside playing psp
though,many mosquitoes bit me.
when i reached the kindergarten
carol was the first one to run over me,
the first sentence she talked isn't "hello,aunty"
she forgotten about my mom's exist
and directly said "i tell you a good news"
oh my god..haha
she is really steam lar

there were lots of kids by ages around 5yrs old til standard six
we were bored
so we sat aside talking about numb words
then,everyone of us wil have a name tag
but mine.............gosh!
ONG TZE KIAO???
hahaha they laughed,and so me too.gai.

then..lots of programmes hanging out
we were so shocked that there is still programme about going out to market to buy vege,chickens and so on
this is carol..first time has her in my blog

then,yee ching
not first time,but already long time

only four of us went to the camp
most handsome boy in my team,i think
cooking with much of his curiosity and courage
then,we...again...run away from mission and playing behind the places
thought that we were princess?
but the castle is too small man..haha
can't fit 3 princesses
here...boring faces,boring actions

mine..is the most ugliest action
see..
they played games,while we watched out only
cuz,we don wanna get wet and don wanna wet our clothes inside clothes..haha
this is another helper,she is friendly..
though,she looks unfriendly at all
haha
so,don't judge people when you don't know anything about him/her.

cute little girls
Arielle..girl on my right hand side has a same name with me
and she..kai han..the youngest in our team
she is damn cute..
play around the helper's hair
they are really cute..haha
guess why is she so shy?
cause i asked her to smile with her teeth
but she answered me that "i have no teeth"
man..so cute haha
nowadays,children are not anymore like us
they know how to care about their image haha
see her teeth?
haha
no teeth..
cute....
i think this boy will be very macho when he grows up
his voice..haha it's like he has changed matured but he is just 8 yrs old
naughty boy
she likes to shake..haha
i think she has the potential to be a dancer huh?
last pose of our performance
finally..they remembered the steps
and...we took the 2nd price
i was too touch and i cried so ugly,xiao d
this is our teacher..i think she understands teenagers' thought
good teacher too,i think.
and she prepared everything for the camp..that's why me n laopo nonid to worry about our responsibility..haha so good
nah..
this is my team......
except the one wearing white clothes
everything ends..
so quickly..haha
can go to movie d
woohoo...