I Don't Love You

<p>Writing this last just for you, to be clear. <br>
I don't love you because I don't matter you<br>
I don't love you because you live like a cockroach and I hate cockroach the most<br>
I don't love you because you simply yell at me<br>
I don't love you because you yell me CIBAI out of nothing <br>
I don't love you because you treat me nothing even game is important than me<br>
I don't love you because you think I am okay all the time<br>
I don't love you because you smell weird<br>
I don't love you because you act like an uncle<br>
I don't love you because you won't tell me what happen to you<br>
I don't love you because you owe people a lot of money and you didn't tell me<br>
I don't love you because you argue everything with me
I don't love you because we never talked even in the same room
I don't love you because you left me alone after you shouted at me and never think it's its your fault
I don't love you because you say you love me but you didn't kiss me
I don't love you because you said i spent your money but you never buy me a thing
I don't love you because you don't buy me a present even on my birthday
I don't love you because you treat me like a kid that you don't listen to me
I don't love you because you give me that scary eye.
I don't love you because you were wrong but you never think you're sorry even after we broke up
I don't love you because of your irresponsible - you don't pay rental and electric water bills until you're chased out by the owner and water and electricity cut down
I don't love you because you always act like you're rich but in fact you borrow a lot
I don't love you because you lied to me
I don't love because you never keep your promise
I don't love you because treated me as your last choice
I don't love you because i accepted you out of so many girls you were chasing at the same time and that mean you weren't really love me at the first place
I don't love you because you embarrassed me in front of so many ppl
I don't love you because you don't respect me
I don't love you because you never bring me somewhere just because of me, anywhere we went was always because of somebody is going then we follow
I don't love yo because you acted very 大男人
I don't love you because you didn't show me some respect
I don't love you because you think I'll forgive you overtime you did wrong and so you keep on repeating

Friends. Oh yaa?!

Couldn't find a best word to describe how I feel right now.
Frustrated? Upset? Hopeless?

I always wanted to ask WHY!

Why are you all being so cruel?
You knew me well
And I thought I knew you well too.
Have I ever overestimated you?
You were my best friend, my non-bloodline brother, that I once make you one.
You knew the whole story
You knew I was not happy with him afterall.
I found my happiness now, but why did you ever turned your back to me?
Why why why..

You know, you broke my heart.
Thanks to you, i am not happy anymore

No matter how hard I tried to make us happy;
Ignored what have you guys gossipped around.
Trying so hard to find the balance
Holding faith that things will go through;

You guys should be chuckled around and feel so good that you guys were all teamed up. You earned the victory.
How freaking proud of yourself that you lose me but you earned the whole armies.

Please don't make me remember you this way.
I will not forgive you forever.

I did wrong too, I know.
I apologized.
What I can do has already been done.
Even I've been trying to pay back my mistakes; it still seems constant.
So much of heartbroken already.

One day, I will have to stand for myself; Even no one is standing for me.
I know this day will come.
I just need a little more rest to recover.
We just need a little more time.

Mr Chong, so sorry I caught you into this unpleasant trap.
So sorry we fell in love to each other was a mistake in the others' eyes.
So sorry we do not have an ordinary startup page; there are obstacles all around since Day 1.

Though, sincerely, nothing is better than cuddling around you by my side;
Nothing can make me happier to see you laugh like a kid even we are going thru a very hard time.
I just hope everything goes well between us.
We can't control externally but I hope we do manage well internally.

Fuck off all bastards!