It's A Tragedy, for me

I search my contact numbers

looking for someone I can really talk to

But I noticed,

there is no one I can talk to.

How pathetic.

Can people erase mistakes done;

I wish I could, truly wishing I can.

There are so much I want to tell.

So much...

Somehow, telling either one can possibly fail me.

I hate growing up.

I hate people living around those scary rumours.

I learnt lessons from people;

Never gossip around;

Never bother what is not related with you.

For one second,

It's bad that I hope I am deaf.

Hope that I can always live in my imaginary perfect space.

I hope I can never knew anything.

PTPTN Released

Nothing is better than seeing your bank account with this large amount of money all in a sudden !

I has been checking my bank account everyday ever since our student bills have been released.

There we go.

It's time for PRISON BREAK!

Friends has been complaining about leaving the gang.

But in fact, I was too broke to go for entertainments.

It's definitely torturing living with penny money of below RM50 everyday, FOR 1 WEEK PLUS already!

Like one day, it's gonna left RM1,

and then what will be for my next meal.

Dead from starving by the roadside under the lamp post?

*imagine*

Living in fear..

Ohh.. such a challenge.

Petrol light lid up.

Cell phone gone 0 balanced.

Everyday stays home.

Everyday cooks.

Skipped breakfast often.

And I totally have no money for even a pasar malam night walk.

What a shame..

Brought out wallet with money lesser than RM10.

How bad could it be?

It's killing man!

I'm just gonna brag a little, since I have past my exam last semester.

Hoo-ray!

God blessed me!

Ok, self-syok session habis.

Time to manage the money.

Gonna grab a phone for myself!

Yay!

By the way, any suggestions?

:D

All Of A Sudden

There are truths, there are lies.

It is you, always around my sides.

Like how much I never thought about.

Like how much it surprised.

For once, giving up was the option.

For second, it's like not the right thing to continue with.

We don't know how it happens or when it happens.

Never know why it's going unstoppable.

Can't find another way for alternative.
And then i'm just gonna accept what is destined to be

When I look into your eyes, I saw my own reflection
It is not about only my reflection
I saw myself in it
I knew I am that much to you.
I knew you were looking at me differently
I truly felt that.
The importance of myself that you sacrificed so much.

I hope i'm not silly this time.
I hope I am not making a wrong decision.
Despite of making this wrong decision,
I just don't know why I felt it's totally a right thing to do.

What could be better than making this wrong decision?

I chuckled by myself all the time, when I look at you
And then you smiled.
Asking me why am I being so funny..

"Because there is you in my life right now"


All of a sudden,
from friend to best friend
from best friend to intimate.
from intimate to...
I can't believe what are we right now.
I call this a chain process.
Step by step, heart to heart.
*I know I am being gross. haha

We always say,
"You were my intimate..I can't believe what is happening now"
Only if you see and I see, then we'll know why are these happening

Everything goes so smooth between us.
You delighted my life.
This is the first time I told myself
I deserved these.
I deserved you.

*PEACE :P